Omg, i havent upload my xanga forever lol I couldnt sleep so i stayed up all night to read my old xanga posts and my MSN history.I had a good laugh by reading through them. Its funny to see that how immature i used to be and how I grown up and changed into a completely differnt person( In a good way of cos). its funny looking back all my lesson learnts. and u know what? I never regret meeting and getting close to those fake people that gave me some really hard times. If it wasnt becos of them i wouldnt be what i am today :) And yeah! how can i forget to mention this person, my boyfriend. He is definately the one that have changed me the most. i have been through a lot a lot with him. what would I be like without him? i am so so so glad that i met this guy. Im so lucky to have him. Yes! I am 18 and im still gonna say " HE IS THE ONE" ok, i should stop looking back :) talk about what ive been up to lately. Everything is going alright. did some modelling stuff this year and I will keep doing it cos its so much fun and boost my confidence. Im on my holiday at the moment. I have changed my course to interior architecture cos thats what I have always been wanted to do so Im gonna give it a go. u never know i might enjoy it and do really well. its always better to sth that u like. Work is good, been working there for a year already. but maybe its time to move on to somewhere else. I want to get different work experience. No point of staying there for so long as im working part time plus i dont think it will get me anywhere. And one more thing. Im going back to macau in 3 weeks wohooo! im so excited! God this is such a long post lol i wonder if anyone will read this /.\ oh well if no one read it i can still keep it for myself to read a few years later HAHA! Byee xx | 
